Suddenly I was the center, once in my lifetime everyone cared.
It’s funny how hard it is to get to the very tippy top of a building and how long it takes to get there, it’s ironic how no one notices a thing other than you look a little too calm for your own good and it’s terrifying to know that it only takes 8 seconds to get back to the front of the building where you entered, but hey, it’s reality. You work hard and it takes time, but when you finally make it to the top, then what? You die. Slowly or quick, painful or painless, death is death and there is no way around or under it, I’ve accepted my fate, more earlier than others, but I like to be first at the finish line, even if it means the race to death. What I call a race is something a doctor would call suicidal. Call it what you will, judge as you please, soon I will be flying in the sky, heaven or hell, I will be free. I will be gone. I will be happy. Maybe they have a special place for people like me? Or maybe that’s what hell is, I guess I’ll find out.
Within the last couple days:
• Robin Williams died
• an innocent black teenager was shot to death
• a police officer at west lake mall maced a black man that just happened to walk by, then arrested him and refused him water
• policemen have been using brute force against peaceful protesters
• Ebola has broken out
• 94 people were killed in 3 days in the Ukraine
• people have begun to plan a real life purge
Someone please tell me. What, in THE HELL is going on
its weird society sees people with tattoos and modifications as being unclean and poor when in reality its so expensive to get those things in the first place and the aftercare is strenuous and daily and in reality modified people are probably the most hygienic and well off people you’ll meet
phrases like “i’ll be the distraction you go on ahead without me” generally do not have a tendency to end well
"i’ll catch up with you" no. no you probably won’t
"we’ll talk about this later" there is no later
"it’ll be alright" not for you since you just said that and doomed yourself